Tuesday, April 20, 2010

讲不完的感触

以前的我,真的很无知,做每样的东西只顾着冲,什么东西都要拿第一。其实这样只会令到自己很辛苦。可能我不能够失败,又可能我是大儿子吧!责任重大。无形中造成压力。以前的我,生活很紧张,经历了这次的难关,令我脱胎换骨,令我领悟很多东西。其实我是很幸福的。应该要感恩。最重要的一点就是珍惜眼前人。以前的我,只顾着学业往往忽略身边的朋友,我真的很不应该。反而当我遇上困难时,他们无条件的帮我,我真的很感动。不知怎样说,我欠他们很多。现在的我,已经领悟了,我会好好的报答你们的。所有的东西已经不重要了,最重要的是珍惜当下。感恩。= =

Monday, April 19, 2010

New Friend

Recently, I have recognized one new friend, his personality really match with me. Actually, I have not found one friend who very nice to me, and I felt comfortable when I talked to him. Perhaps it's called affinity. I am very appreciate to my new friend. Indeed, to find a true friend is not easy, but when you found it, you must treasure it. I felt very luckily because I met my true friend. I can symbolize this friend is like my younger brother. Perhaps I do not have younger brother, i just have younger sister. Hope our friendship will stay forever. ^^

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Awaiting Holiday

I am awaiting my holiday, really no more patience  to enjoy my holiday. Until now, I'm much more better than before. I am very glad that a lot of my friends always support and help me all the times. In addition, I specially thanks to my lecturers who always by my side. Indeed, I can stand until now because I have many true friends and I knew that I will not let them be disappointed at all. I hope I can do my best in my examination and I satisfy what I want. I really thankful to all of you. Thank you to all my friends who existed in my life.^^

Monday, March 22, 2010

感触

已经三个月了,这三个月真的很难撑,我真的不懂要撑到几时,很无奈,但没办法。我只能够面对。我真的希望春天将会来临。这三个月,是我人生中最难撑的时刻,我依然去面对他,但有时我真的会泄气,偶尔不开心,但又能够做什么呢!算吧,随缘吧,煮到来就吃吧。希望这件事很快就结束。

Friday, March 19, 2010

親恩難報

親恩難報
當一個人能深刻體會父母的恩德,他的心境就自然柔軟,自然恭敬。記得我姊姊出嫁的時候,因為我是獨子,所以是我去幫姐夫開門。有很多迎娶的禮儀,這些禮儀都有其意義存在。其中有一個禮儀使我的印象最深刻,就是迎娶的最後,我的姐夫帶著姊姊拜別我的父母,我就在旁邊觀禮。當姊姊跟姐夫跪下去的時候,我的父親眼淚瞬間迸發出來,我的眼淚也流出來了,在那個時刻我感受到了一個為人父親的心境。父親照顧女兒二十多年,不知道操了多少心,不知道掛礙了多少事情,念念都希望孩子長得好,書念得好,能有個好歸宿。所以,父親那一滴眼淚,是從內心得到了這麼一點安慰,今天終於幫女兒找到了好歸宿,所以那是一滴欣慰、感動的淚水。
而父母對於子女的關懷、辛勞,是不是嫁出去就不操心了?不是,而是一輩子的愛護。所謂「母活一百歲,常憂八十兒」,母親縱使活了一百歲,八十歲的兒子在她眼裡還是她的小孩。當我的內心感受到一位為人父親的辛勞,我就告訴自己,父母的恩德盡此一生都報之不盡,絕對不能再對父母講一句忤逆的話,講一句不恭敬的話。因為有這一分體會,自然而然看到父親就會心生恭敬,心生歡喜。我們要念念把父母的恩德放在心上,就會「誠
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小故事大智慧
於中,形於外」,我們恭敬的言語跟行為就會表現出來。

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Turning Points

After a long period of time, I was thinking about the past, recent and future. Finally, I have decided to accept everything in the world, perhaps it could be destiny. I really hope that my mother will always stay healthy and don't force herself doing job. We are living very well. As long as u r healthy, we all will satisfy what we have now. My final exam is coming ...., I still have not prepared anything yet. What should I do in the next few weeks, I also do not know. Don't worry, any problems also got its solution. Just let it be. Lastly, I hope my mother will always contact me and "webcaming" me.                              hoelim.

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Strange feeling

9 years, is a long period of time. 9 years ago and after is totally different. These nine years, I 'm very suffering because my mother left me. Today, she has given me a first call from United Kingdom. Indeed, I don't know such a feeling. Happy....nope.......sad....nope.......how should I symbolize my feeling.... I was so missing her even when I was dreaming also dreamed about her. why should you treat me like that. can you come back with me. I really hope that you will come back. I really need you. you break my wound again. I was so suffering.